Today...

Is my sisters 18th Birthday...

It is a realization that we are both all grown up. We are not the little kids playing in the dirt or fighting over toys anymore. I CAN remember going to see her in the hospital after she was born. And I DO remember holding her for the first time, boy did she cry, boy was she big. A whopping 9 pounds. Over the years our relationship has not been great and that makes me sad. We are both so different and we both live our lives so differently. We never got along or enjoyed the same activities. She is an artist, I like to play music. She hates school, I really enjoy school, and the list can just go on. I hope that over the next few years we can make up for that lost relationship and become friends somehow. Now that I live so far away, we don't get to see each other and then she will be going somewhere to school. I really hope it is not too late for us. All I know is that I love her and that will stand no matter what.