They like me, they really like me!



This whole wedding this has been much to stressful as of late. Christopher and I cannot agree on ANYTHING, and all we have done is fight. I really don't like to angry towards him (since I'm not angry at him because it is not his fault). The whole stupid issue is money. We can't really afford what we want and any sort of down sizing is unacceptable to me (not that I want a giant fancy affair, but i would like it to be nice). I was really hoping to do it in 2010, but because of the money thing, we are probably going to have to wait until 2011 like we had originally planned. It just feels so damn far away. I just want it to happen, I don't know why, I just do. I love him and I am committed to him so it doesn't REALLY matter when the big day is, as long as it comes.

The other stress: losing another 5-10 pounds. When I started URI I was 154. I gained over 10 pounds from that date to today and I NEED it to come off. School has me such a mess right now though, I can't even focus on that. PLUS we get our letter from the nursing department at the end of next month! I have atleast another 30 days until I know wether I am in or out. If I'm in FANTASTIC! Lets get this show on the road! If not, thats ok. more time to make money and finish gen. eds. While I have time. Plus I can plan my wedding next year for some time in 2011.

Going to study- Microbiology test next week.. fun fun



Florida was sooooo nice. The whether was perfect, the sun was out and I spent it with my best friend. It does not get much better than that. I didn't know if I was gonna come back it was no nice there. It was so relaxing and Kayla and I got very nice tans while we were there

Traveling however, was not as fun. Thanks to Continental Airlines and Newark Airport we missed our connecting flight BOTH times. I will never use Continental ever again.kayla and me


Kayla and me



relaxing time

This crazy week is finally done. I Have finished all of my midterms and all that is left is work tonight and a concert in Providence, RI tomorrow. Then I finally get on a plane with my best friend of like.. 16 YEARS and spend a week of relaxing in the sun in Florida. I have been anticipating this all week and it is finally here. I feel like I can finally take a deep breath and turn my brain off and give it the rest it deserves. Unfortunately, When I get back I have quite a few major projects that will have to get finished in a matter of a few weeks so, the brain will be on overload once again. Oh the cycle of school hehe.

enjoy break everyone and I'll be sure to post pictures from my trip when I get back!


just because i am board

01. Smoked
02. Drank alcohol
03. Cried when someone died.
04. Been drunk.
05. Had sex.
06. Been to a concert.
07. Gotten/given a hand job.
08. Been verbally/sexually harassed.
09. Verbally/sexually harassed somebody.
11. Felt someone up and/or been felt up.
12. Laughed so hard something came out of your nose .
13. Cheated on a boyfriend/girlfriend before.
14. Been cheated on by a boyfriend/girlfriend.
15. Been to prom.
16. Cried at school.
17. Gotten lost in a Wal-Mart or a department store.
18. Went streaking.
19. Given or received a lap dance.
20. Had someone of the opposite sex in your room.


21. Had someone of the opposite sex sleep over.
22. Slept over at someone of the opposite sex's house.
23. Kissed a stranger.
24. Hugged a stranger.
25. Went scuba diving.
26. Driven a car.
27. Gotten an x-ray.
28. Hit by a car.
29. Had a party.
30. Done drugs.


31. Played strip poker/darts/pool.
32. Got paid to strip for someone.
33. Run away from home.
34. Broken a bone.
35. Eaten sushi.
36. Bought porn.
37. Watched porn.
38. Made porn.
39. Made beans.
40. Been in love.


41. French kissed.
42. Laughed so hard you cried.
43. Cried yourself to sleep.
44. Laughed yourself to sleep.
45. Stabbed yourself.
46. Shot a gun.
47. Trash talked someone and then acted like their best friend the next day.
48. Been online for 9 consecutive hours.
49. Watched TV for 9 consecutive hours.
50. Watched an animal die.


51. Watched a person die.
52. Kissed somewhere with at least 1 person present.
53. Pranked somebody.
54. Put somebody in the hospital.
55. Snuck into someone's room and/or your own room after being out.
56. Made spicy beans.
57. Dressed punk.
58. Dressed goth.
59. Dressed preppy.
60. Been to a motocross race.


61. Avoided somebody.
62. Been stalked.
63. Stalked someone.
64. Met a celebrity.
65. Played an instrument.
66. Ridden a horse.
67. Cut yourself.
68. Bungee jumped.
69. Ding dong ditched somebody.
70. Been to a wild party.


71. Been caught stealing something.
72. Kicked/punched a guy in the balls.
73. Stolen a boyfriend/girlfriend from a friend.
74. Gone out with your friend's crush.
75. Got arrested.
76. Been pregnant.
77. Babysat.
78. Been to another country.
79. Started your house on fire.
80. Had an encounter with a ghost.


81. Donated your hair to cancer patients.
82. Been asked out by someone that you never thought you'd be asked out by.
83. Cried over a member of the opposite sex.
84. Had a boyfriend/girlfriend for over 2 months.
85. Sat on your butt all day.
86. Ate a whole carton of ice cream all by yourself.
87. Had a job.
88. Gotten cut from a sports team.
89. Been called a whore.
90. Danced like a whore.


91. Been mistaken for a celebrity.
92. Been in a car accident.
93. Been told you have beautiful eyes.
94. Been told you have beautiful hair.
95. Raped somebody.
96. Danced in the rain.
97. Been rejected
98. Left a restaurant without paying.
99. Punched someone/slapped someone in the face.
100. Been raped.


I am 44% about you?

disney princess?

not that im really fond of any of them, but here goes

[] One of your parents is dead
[] You are expected to do a lot of chores
[x]You love to dress up
[x]You love animals
[]You are waiting patiently for your Prince Charming
[] Your mom is really strict
[] You have sisters who seem kind of jealous of you
[x]You’re afraid to speak your mind sometimes
[x]You have left your shoes at a friend’s house before
[] You have blonde hair

[x]You’ve kissed someone your friends didn’t like
[]You’ve been lost in the forest
[]You love to read
[] You are not shy at all, and not afraid to speak your mind
[x]One of your family members is a bit weird
[x]You have done volunteer work
[x]You have a wild imagination
[x]You love to take care of people in need
[]You’ve had guys like you only because they think you’re pretty
[x]You’ve rejected at least one person when they’ve asked you out

[] Your dad is very rich/important
[]You are very clever
[x]You’ve been with someone way different from you
[]You’re unique and different from everyone else
[x]You’d never marry someone just because they were rich
[x]You have set a lot of goals for yourself
[x] You don’t have a lot of friends
[x]You’re independent
[] You are wealthy
[] Your parents try to control your life

[]Your parents expect a lot from you
[x]You really try to follow the rules, but it’s hard for you
[x]You’re a bit of a trouble maker
[] You’re the youngest in your family or in the last 2
[]You have a lot of sisters
[]You collect something
[x]You have/had long, hair
[x]You have/had a pet fish
[x]You’re extremely curious
[x] You believe everything people tell you/you’re a bit gullible

Snow White
[]You know that you’re beautiful
[] Sometimes it seems like your mom is jealous of you
[]You’ve almost been killed
[]You have at least seven good friends
[]You’ve had food poisoning
[x]You have/had short hair
[x]You get along with almost everyone
[x]All of your friends are different
[x]You love to have a good time
[x]You’re happier when you’re out of the house than in (depends on the weather)

[x]You can be a tomboy sometimes.
[] People wish you could be a bit more girly
[x]You’ve pretended to be someone you’re not
[x] You’ve had a physical fight with someone
[]You have/had considered running away from home
[] Your parents try to plan your life out
[x]A lot of your friends are boys
[]You sometimes find yourself in bad situations
[x] You love your family so much that you’d do anything to protect them

[x] You live/have lived with someone other than your parents
[] You almost died at a very young age
[x]You are gentle, loving, and/or thoughtful
[x]You have a decent singing voice
[x]You like to sleep in late on the weekends
[]You spend most of your time outside (during the summer)
[] You’re adopted
[x]You’re very romantic (for the right person)
[x] Pink is one of your favorite colors

[x]You love to walk around and explore big cities
[x]You are more spiritual than religious
[] You’ve been in an interracial relationship
[]One of your family members is dead
[]Your parents are very protective of you
[x]Someone you know has been in war
[x]You love nature (looking at it not being in it really)
[x]You have/had black hair (dyed it...)
[x]You would love to move somewhere exotic and beautiful
[x]You’re very adventurous

If I were a Disney princess, I would be Pocahontas



Is my sisters 18th Birthday...

It is a realization that we are both all grown up. We are not the little kids playing in the dirt or fighting over toys anymore. I CAN remember going to see her in the hospital after she was born. And I DO remember holding her for the first time, boy did she cry, boy was she big. A whopping 9 pounds. Over the years our relationship has not been great and that makes me sad. We are both so different and we both live our lives so differently. We never got along or enjoyed the same activities. She is an artist, I like to play music. She hates school, I really enjoy school, and the list can just go on. I hope that over the next few years we can make up for that lost relationship and become friends somehow. Now that I live so far away, we don't get to see each other and then she will be going somewhere to school. I really hope it is not too late for us. All I know is that I love her and that will stand no matter what.


just because

The Five Love Languages

My primary love languages are probably
Physical Touch and Quality Time.

Complete set of results

Physical Touch: 9
Quality Time: 9
Acts of Service: 6
Receiving Gifts: 4
Words of Affirmation: 2


Unhappiness in relationships, according to Dr. Gary Chapman, is often due to the fact that we speak different love languages. Sometimes we don't understand our partner's requirements, or even our own. We all have a "love tank" that needs to be filled in order for us to express love to others, but there are different means by which our tank can be filled, and there are different ways that we can express love to others.

Take the quiz



I cant believe midterms are like... here already!

I have 4 tests next week, and I'm really not prepared for any of them... mostly my developmental psych class though.. I feel like we don't do anything in that class that pertains to the information and that book is god awful to read.. so I haven't been...

this week will be spent studying whenever I can